To Whom It May concern

The only thing I can say is sorry. I've been trying to do right by your faith in me...
Sadly I have failed. There isn't any excuse. I'm not even brave enough to say this to you. So I've left these words of apology in this. You invested in me and I couldn't even pay you back by using what you've given me. I'm angry at myself for disappointing you. I couldn't and can't focus. Its not meant to be a excuse for failing simply a fact of what is. I haven't bean able to for over a year now. I need to take a step back because I can't push forward anymore right now. So again I say sorry, but thank you so much. I'm extremely grateful for everything. Even if it doesn't seem like it.