Night Time

It's heart beats under my feet.
I'm owing this street.
Mines to play with
Mine to beat.

Its always there; pulsing
Alive and loud.
Hectic and flowing.
Glowing.

Inviting the skyline to join it's rhyme
And its allure came with time
and who am I?
To deny myself this city grind

Its always here beckoning and calling
Its song playing my ears
while I peddle feeling it shift beneath me
Greedy

When I ache for that night life theme
pushed and pulled towards that nightclub scene
But I refuse
And enjoy this night time dream

This moon and this city is a rush
And I can't get over it
Not gonna let it slip away
Remaining a wanderer at night and a school girl by day

Baby goodness :3

A little glimpse of Crazy

I want someone to go, "Are you ok?"
So I can scream and blow up.
No im not ok!
I want to scream and cry.
Pull out my hair and laugh at the same time.
All of this hidden by a tired look.
Look into my eyes and you'll see this glimpse of crazy.
I want to bend something till it breaks before I do.
Im sleepy and im slippin.
I can't be bothered with spelling grammar.
I need to make my point across.
I am fucked up.
And I don't know how.
I'm confused and nothing makes sense.
My sense is senseless.
I feel like a painting of a collage.
Made to not fit together.
Almost but not quiet there.
And If I pull out anymore hair!
There will be more than a little glimpse of crazy to see.
I have issues.
Don't we all?
Yes you too. You little seemingly perfect bastard.
I hate you. Well me...
No no. Definitely you.
Well I don't hate you but im confused.
I said that earlier right?
These emotion... Can I break them?
Do they crumble?
Break apart like boulders.
Maybe not. They suck.
They all suck. Even the good ones.
They never last forever.
One thing does though...
This glimpse of crazy.
This crazy. It definitely does.
That sucks too...

The Stupid Things

So I'm on youtube looking at a video of The L Word. For all who don't know it's a show about gay people. But anyway I'm looking at the video and for some unknown reason I decided to look at the comments. I don't know why I do. All they do is make me laugh and piss me off all at the same time. Two things I should never read comments on is certain rap music and gay things. For some reason those two topics tend to attract the attention of people that don't like it. I'm looking at the video of the L Word and in the comments is things about religion and how being gay is a sin yadda yadda. My question to these people is... by watching the video aren't you taking interest in it? Or something like that. I can't reli understand why someone would want to watch something just to comment badly on it. And the excuse, "I'm just trying to help you find god... or whatever." I'm so tired of it. I mean I can deal with the preaching on the train because I believe that as long as they reach at least one person then their goal is accomplished, but on a gay youtube video? I'm sure, "You being gay is a sin and your going to hell." Will make anyone just stop what they're doing and march back on the 'right path.' Yeah.... Like anything is being taken seriously on youtube comments. If you feel that strongly about it march into a LGBT place and tell them.

It just annoys me that people just can't leave other people alone. If they want to be gay and merri LET THEM. If they're not tryna grab your ass shutup and leave them be. It doesn't effect you in any harmful way. If you don't like the fairies heres a thought.... leave. Don't watch the video. Don't go on the site. Don't listen to the music. Don't eat the cake. No one is forcing anything on anyone. All these religions focus on love and happiness. Forgiveness too. And for some reason we can't even seem to get those basics down...

Babies

Acapulco

Acapulco

This song is the summary of how how I feel at the moment. Very Laid back and calm. relaxed. It doesn't get at the tired part of me that's been taggin along this whole day, but that's fine. I'm really likin this song. Reminds me of this game named Yakuza. They play a song like this at one of the main bars you go to in the game. Very relaxing. I'd go to a place all the time if they played music like this. That just reminded me. I want to become a regular at a bar. Like the people you see on t.v shows where they're madd cool with their bartenders. But I don't drink so maybe Dave and Busters lol. Or some arcade. Or a lounge. I think I could pull that off. With a laptop and maybe my psp back awwwwww man! I'm in there. I need a hang out spot. Somewhere other than someone's house. It'll be interesting once I find one. For the days when the weather is too much to be outside. I have found my mission! :D