Saturday, June 27, 2009

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Men Among Theives To Thoughts Among Dreams

Looking over your words I can't help but be moved to thought as you talk about those who moved you one way and then went another. I want to convince you that I'm not like that because I am a friend that cares, but you are a bit more important to me than you should be. I am young and still discovering myself and emotions. I may seem as if I get things so clearly, but problems are always easier to solve when they're not yours. I understand math more than I understand myself but in the back of my mind at night I say all the things to you that I'm too scared to say in the light. You seem so much more put together than myself and I feel as if I should take a step back to get your whole picture. Its hard to step in now or at all with out jumping to far and I can't save you because it may come off another way. I like not trying to save me and maybe you from being hurt. Sad that things seem easier that way. Too bad that it's not...maybe. I hate when your upset and it drives me mad when people make you want to stay to yourself because you say some insightful shit. Just remember that I'm only here to listen when you want to talk and fuck ppl up when they piss you off.

Monday, June 8, 2009

I love this poem

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
( David Romano )



When tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not here to see...
If the sun should rise and find your
eyes filled with tears for me,

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today...
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you...
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me, too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand...
That Jesus came and called my name
and took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready
in heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.